Trainer’s Report

Subject Id: 178
Session Id: 5363

Goals

Squat and recite the goals:
Identity and Pain

Rules

1. Sir, thank you Sir.
2. Control nervous laughter
3. Orgasm ONLY when in pain
4. Head and eye alignment

Conduct Rating: +3 Demerits

How To Punish

subject understands that the implement is less important than the intent.
cane
humiliating face slapping
made to stand in high heels

How To Reward

Hoods, Breath-play, Orgasms

Fears

zippers, clips, clamps

Trainer’s Gambit

The first thing is to pay her debt.
She owes us for her demerit.
Offer a gambit: 5 successful minutes w/ the whip in exchange for for 3 merits.
Failure earns her a day of punishment.

Core Skills In Pain Management

The Training Whip
‘Sir, please hurt me Sir.’

Identify Criterion For Skills Assessment

Successful pain management is:
Regular Breathing
No Sweating
Actively participating, Present
Progressively take more
Failure is:
Not actively engaged
Non-responsive

Psychological Elements

Hypothesis

Old associations of submission with a meek, weaker former self block current reaches into slavehood, manifesting as symptoms of reactance and frustration and causing a confusing inner struggle.
Reactance: ‘an emotional reaction in direct contradiction to rules or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms.’
Is it possible that the decision to relinquish one’s authority can be considered a ‘free behavior’?

Psych Assessment

Who is she and what is she good for?
(given in her order, under duress)
taking pain
sucking cock
fucking
taking orders
cleaning up mess
to look at
enduring

Sucking

Cannot keep hands off the cock
Adequate technique, tight lips

Masturbation

Bound in painful position
Ordered to masturbate
Suffers beautifully

Fucking

Shaved pussy
Tight and responsive
Slow to orgasm
Takes a hard poundng well

Homework

Proprioception: definition
Gayle Rubins: bio
Paul Gebhard (1969)